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Northern Star

Submitted by DaBeast at 2012-12-02 02:53:15 EST
Rating: 0.4 on 10 ratings (13 reviews) (Review this item) (V)


You are my Polaris. I would follow you anywhere. My guiding star, my fixed point in an everchanging, chaotic universe, it's you. Nowhere have I gone that you have not led me. Where you point, I am drawn, like lead filings to a magnet.

Were the heavens to fall and burn, I would strive to be at your side. Were the world to turn upside down, I would endeavor to be the one that clasped your hand and held you in place. In all of history in all the world, no one has ever loved as richly, as deeply, as completely as I have adored you. You do not complete me. You make me. Simply stated, without you, I would not exist. Without you, there is no me.

Were there no you, there would be no me. The stars do not burn without you at their heart. The worlds do not turn without you at their axis. The universe does not expand without your arms to push it. I am dizzy and incomplete without the black hole of you at my heart.

I am Pluto without you, cold, distant, alone. A comet without a tail, a swollen planetoid without the necessary fire to ignite, an alien barrens adrift and pointless in the void. You make me. In all the cosmos, throughout the length of time itself, without you I am devoid and incomplete.

Were I to pen a million poems, were I to write a googleplex of song, I could not properly encapsulate what you mean to me.

After 19 years and innumerable sorrow, the pain and the grief that lie at my core would have swallowed me, devoured me, eradicated me without your salvation. You are the sun that brings me life, the winds that give me rain, the atmosphere that allows me oxygen, the sky that gives me hope. I look upon you and I marvel. I could gaze upon you a thosand years and never escape the wonder, the thrall, the amaazement that you bring into me.

I was worse than desert when you found me. There was no life, an absence of hope, a pit of despair, a sinkhole of sorrow; I dwelled in darkness until you brought forth the light.

Withot hesitation, without reservation, I worship you; gods have prayed and killed for such a sacrifice as I have made unto you. I have lain myself upon your altar and given all that I am unto you. I am yours, completely.

When you leave me, I shall revert to cold emptiness. When you leave, I shall spin, mindless, through the aether, alone. When you leave, I shall cease to exist at all.

There is no life without you. There is no love that does not belong solely to you. The thought of anything that does not include you is one filled with pain and grief and anguish. I can not be without you.

You are my star, my guide, my love.

My life.

After 19 years... I can only say that I pray for a thousand more. All that I do, I do in your name. All that I am, or ever shall be, is because of you.

Unashamed, I shout to all that can hear, that I love you. Everything that I ever wanted, you are. I would beg that you never leave me but I am neither that lucky nor that selfish.

I ask only that you do whatever it is that brings you happiness. If that be me, then I rejoice. If not, then I rejoice. Your happiness is all that I want, everything that I crave. Please, my heart, be happy.

For, in that, I can find a reason to continue being.

In that, I can find a reason to continue at all.

I love you. The stars shall turn to cinder and the universe end before I cease to adore thee. With all my heart and the entirety of my soul, I worship at thy feet.

I am yours. Forever.



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Submitted by RoadSong at 2012-12-04 07:51:50 EST (#)


“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

― Bob Marley

Submitted by Anglophile at 2012-12-03 14:53:07 EST (#)
Rating: -2

Submitted by BLITZKREIG_BOB at 2012-12-03 13:16:13 EST (#)
Rating: 2

Uranus is green and it has rings around it.

Submitted by Darth_Famine at 2012-12-03 12:57:40 EST (#)
Rating: 2

Homer: I'm just a big fool.

Karl: Oh no, you're not!

Homer: How do you know?

Karl: Because my mother taught me never to kiss a fool!

Simpson and Delilah

Submitted by asmasta808 at 2012-12-03 06:02:00 EST (#)
Rating: -2

no i'm not, you samefag

Submitted by Shlongy at 2012-12-02 18:02:58 EST (#)
Rating: -2

This reads like...

Ahhhh, who am I kidding. I didn't read past the first sentence.

Submitted by grÜeMaster emeritus and uberlord supreme at 2012-12-02 16:48:30 EST (#)
Rating: 2

this reads like skrappy's letter to bacon

Submitted by Sage at 2012-12-02 16:18:14 EST (#)
Rating: 2

This made me happy :)

Submitted by EyeInTheSky at 2012-12-02 08:04:39 EST (#)
Rating: 2

Submitted by RoadSong at 2012-12-02 04:29:02 EST (#)
Rating: 2

It's a post

Submitted by RoadSong at 2012-12-02 04:28:16 EST (#)


Without you, there is no me.
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Perhaps this is not an emotionally healthy outlook on life and love.



However, glad you love long and prosper. :)

Submitted by orphelia at 2012-12-02 04:15:32 EST (#)

But I bet you still clip her round the ear 'ole and call her a fat useless cow when she fries your egg improperly.

Submitted by Yozz at 2012-12-02 03:44:25 EST (#)
Rating: -2

You lost me at srar.


Also, EEEEEEEEMMMMMMMO.

That is all


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