Northern StarSubmitted by DaBeast at 2012-12-02 02:53:15 EST
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You are my Polaris. I would follow you anywhere. My guiding star, my fixed point in an everchanging, chaotic universe, it's you. Nowhere have I gone that you have not led me. Where you point, I am drawn, like lead filings to a magnet.
Were the heavens to fall and burn, I would strive to be at your side. Were the world to turn upside down, I would endeavor to be the one that clasped your hand and held you in place. In all of history in all the world, no one has ever loved as richly, as deeply, as completely as I have adored you. You do not complete me. You make me. Simply stated, without you, I would not exist. Without you, there is no me.
Were there no you, there would be no me. The stars do not burn without you at their heart. The worlds do not turn without you at their axis. The universe does not expand without your arms to push it. I am dizzy and incomplete without the black hole of you at my heart.
I am Pluto without you, cold, distant, alone. A comet without a tail, a swollen planetoid without the necessary fire to ignite, an alien barrens adrift and pointless in the void. You make me. In all the cosmos, throughout the length of time itself, without you I am devoid and incomplete.
Were I to pen a million poems, were I to write a googleplex of song, I could not properly encapsulate what you mean to me.
After 19 years and innumerable sorrow, the pain and the grief that lie at my core would have swallowed me, devoured me, eradicated me without your salvation. You are the sun that brings me life, the winds that give me rain, the atmosphere that allows me oxygen, the sky that gives me hope. I look upon you and I marvel. I could gaze upon you a thosand years and never escape the wonder, the thrall, the amaazement that you bring into me.
I was worse than desert when you found me. There was no life, an absence of hope, a pit of despair, a sinkhole of sorrow; I dwelled in darkness until you brought forth the light.
Withot hesitation, without reservation, I worship you; gods have prayed and killed for such a sacrifice as I have made unto you. I have lain myself upon your altar and given all that I am unto you. I am yours, completely.
When you leave me, I shall revert to cold emptiness. When you leave, I shall spin, mindless, through the aether, alone. When you leave, I shall cease to exist at all.
There is no life without you. There is no love that does not belong solely to you. The thought of anything that does not include you is one filled with pain and grief and anguish. I can not be without you.
You are my star, my guide, my love.
After 19 years... I can only say that I pray for a thousand more. All that I do, I do in your name. All that I am, or ever shall be, is because of you.
Unashamed, I shout to all that can hear, that I love you. Everything that I ever wanted, you are. I would beg that you never leave me but I am neither that lucky nor that selfish.
I ask only that you do whatever it is that brings you happiness. If that be me, then I rejoice. If not, then I rejoice. Your happiness is all that I want, everything that I crave. Please, my heart, be happy.
For, in that, I can find a reason to continue being.
In that, I can find a reason to continue at all.
I love you. The stars shall turn to cinder and the universe end before I cease to adore thee. With all my heart and the entirety of my soul, I worship at thy feet.
I am yours. Forever.